Blank Harmony

I know that I should be doing something today, but I feel so relaxed, so uncharacteristically relaxed, that all I want to do is sprawl out on the grass in the sun and go to sleep. It is like there is so much going on in my head, such a mix of things exacerbating my anxiety, that I have gone into a kind of lock-down,  unconsciously walling myself off from all of those things and leaving me in a state of blank harmony with the world, my mind.